Embracing Creation

Throughout the album Starchild 432hz, there are nuggets of this wisdom, but it wasn't until recently that I was able to break a toxic cycle in my life and open up to the power of my own impact on others.

I embraced my ability to create in a deeper way- took a deeper responsibility in processing and transmuting the energy in my environment.

So far, it has made a huge difference!

Everything in the 'system' conditions us to feel powerless. We grow up inheriting the belief systems of our parents and generational wounds we are left to unpack. As for myself, first I got a degree learning how to it, then I spent more than a decade actually focusing on unpacking and healing all of that, in partnership with nature. It was that partnership that brought me back to faith, and it was there I embraced walking in the light of God.

We are each a lot of things. Our Egos are conditioned by the environments we grow up in, and learn from. That conditioning ends up becoming our wired brain network, whether it is good for us or not.

Our inner child wants to be heard and seen and we can sometimes forget that noone else has to be our witness.

There is something else too though, something to give far more credit to than our Egos.

It is the witness.

It is the awareness that observes our experiences.

This awareness, when we stop judging ourselves, and others, can be an ultimate leader in our lives.

It is our inner Christ that is rising.

You see, the superficial nature of the system, from commodities to fears/insecurities, to entertainment and alchohol, it is all designed to distract your 'observer' from the process of truly healing. It is a distraction and a cyphon of energy and creation power. Even our history and sacred texts have been rewritten with the intention ot cyphon that power and distort the truth.

When we sit with ourselves, our shadows, our mistakes, our process; When we forgive ourselves and others for whatever part of that process hurt of felt uncomfortable, or even deeply devastated us or someone else, well, then we can:

• accept

• forgive

• gain deeper awareness of our impact on others and of our sensitivities to others

• have more knowledge and motivation to evolve and do things in a better way

• build appropriate boundaries that allows us to accept others for who they are in a way that doesn't hurt us

• hold ourselves accountable to our best versions

• create something new

As a woman who has done this work for years, I can confidently refer to myself as Divine Feminine. Trust me, when you go that deep and connect to the consciousness of mother earth - when you become a mom- when you unpack generational wounds and deal with guilt - there is a torrent of anger and sadness that comes with it to process.

All of the natural tools become vital at this point in healing - from sound healing to organic food to chemical. free homes to earthing. There are a lot of tools, which I will dedicate an entire blog to. I am sure there are even more that I have yet to discover. The idea is natural, self care and healing modalities that don't mask the pain of our lives, but help us self sooth and move forward.

Embracing creation starts to take a decerning look at what we choose to expand instead of just epanding everything that comes our way.

After a few days of starting a new approach and outlook to my own situation, we were driving down the highway and the sun broke through the clouds with incredible rays of light bursting down toward the horizon.

If I looked out the rearview mirror, I could see a dull grey sky. I imagine that the cars driving in the other direction are looking at a pretty gloomy seen with a spark of hope and light in the corner of their eyes.

Directly above the car was a bright blue sky with fluffy picturesque clouds. It was almost as if a cartoon image of the sky on a perfect day inserted itself in a line between the two polarized visions.

What we choose to place our attention on is where our energy goes.

It is a great metaphore for embracing creation.

The divine aspect of the suns rays, coming through clouds would not happen without the storm or the clearing. It was all necessary.

We tend to try to deny the gloomy part of the sky and miss the the divine resolve- the rainbow.

As a Divine Femine, we have the power to exponentially expand on the energy that is given to us.

We must be mindful of what we choose to expand. Are we hyper focused on one aspect of the problem? Are we only seeing the grey sky?

When this happens- we need to pull back and look at the larger context - focus energy on the resolve.

What we focus our attention on, we expand with our energy.

What are you focused on?

What are you thinking about?

What are the words that you are using?

Comment below on ways that you would like to positively impact the people, environment and world around you.

Annette vanOldenbarneveld